I really don’t know how to start this. My whole life people have expected so much from me as I have too but lately I feel that I just keep messing up. I don’t study hard enough, I’ve lost my love for soccer which was my only release. Maybe college isn’t right for me. In my heart I know it’s the only way I will get out of poor life I’ve had but everyday just seems harder. The older I get the more things seem to sink in. I’m only 19 and I want to end it now. NO. I can’t but at the same […]