I want out now.
I just want to be gone from everything, everyone.
I’m bisexual and I can’t tell my parents, I mean what if some how I get pregnat?
What would they say?
I’m not that strong with words.
I just want a friend who won’t tell all my secrets, maybe a guy who will have my back insted of sttabing it.
Iv never done drugs, but everyone thinks that because of my “friend” i don’t know what her problem is.
I haven’t been able to cry for months,but I need it.
Just take me away. Â Â Â Â Â Â Â […]
amethyst97
Call It Love. Call It Lies. Call it anything you like.
Weed and cigarettes being a dealer for my “friends”.
I’m now bi and have no one that cares about me more then a friend.
i hate myself.
all of my friends are “worried” or dont care about me.
my mom calls me a slut my dad still trusts me…barely.
i need help please.
all of my problems on a list would go on forever.
Call It Love. Call It Lies. Call it anything you like.
-amethyst.com@gmail.com
He loves me…
He loves me not…
He loves me…
He loves me not…
I loved you once…
You loved me not…
I loved you twice…
But I forgot…
‘I love you… But you’ll never love me…’
You never loved me…
You never will…
But even so…
I love you still…
Forget the times he walked by,
Forget the times he made you cry,
Forget the times he spoke your name,
Remember your feelings arn’t the same…
‘You leave me here, with my broken heart to bleed.’
Forget the times her hand held yours,
Forget the sweet things if you can,
Forget those times and […]
Hi every one haven’t been in awhile i don’t know if thats good or not but i’m having problems again. Please read through it all even if you think its a wast of time…
I hate my mom still, i have no life to look forward to, i dont feel like i’m in the right place right now.
I have few friends and i’m in the bottom of the pack, were not like those annoying girls that make the duck face of there annoying boyfriends, my friends are those people who like to draw and dress kinda weird, some people say i’m emo, but i’m […]
PLEASE READ THIS!!! Last night i was told to “go away, stay out of my relationship and ur creeping me and my gf out”. Well for 1 his “gf” is my friend and he sucks at lieng, 2 im not in his relationship stuff in fact i dont give a shit about it. And so i said “fine good byeee forever”.Today i saw him at the ice rink, and i thought, “why am i afraid of him, hes not nice, doesn’t have a heart and doesn’t care. So why do i? That second i stood up straighter started acting more me deleted his numbers and […]
I write these letters to people who have helped me and or hurt me, just so i can express my feelings and thoughts to them. Obviously i never sent them but i tell them everything that is going on and that “i’m going to kill my self before you read this” but i’m not ready to die just yet. I have a few things that i need to finish before anything like that happens. I would really like to send these letters but i know if i do that i will regret it and not keep my words on dyeing.
I also have a confession […]
how should i put this? Did you ever think of killing your self, writing a letter to say good bye. And then you find something that makes you stop in you tracks and think about what your doing? That thing might even make you say “Mabey some other day”. And those people who have this ever happen berley ever notice that the thing that made them not kill themeless all so saved there lives and made them happy. But for most people it takes awhile to realize this. But try to find something that makes you happy.
And try doing that thing more often! Believe me […]
Even after i told my friends about my problems the showed little care exept for 3 people. And i thank them with all of my heart. But even if it made me feel alittle better. I still want to die, so do day just to see if anyone truely cared about me. I send a text saying “if i died would u cry? would u care?”. i had 4 responses. But only to the 1st question. “YES” “mabey” “of course” and  r u asking this? To those people who resoponded i thank you again. because that one word saved my life today. And i may […]
I’ve tried cutting, i don’t see what people see in doing it. I doesn’t make me feel any better. In fact it makes me feel worst. And getting a hold of a gun isn’t very easy. My story isn’t as bad as some peoples but here it is anyway:
:I was born kinda poor but average i guess, well my mom and dad were never married and so they split while i was young, very young. Anyway, I’ve had to move with one parent or the other at least 1nce a year, so i cant settle very well i move away from friends and my parents […]