I’m sorry for not being a good child, for not being good at a lot of things, for not being a good friend, for being too dumb, for not having any cool or helpful talents, for not being pretty enough, for complaining, for hating you.
I’m still trapped in my head, I still want to end it EVERY SINGLE DAY, I’m still a mess in my head and I don’t want you to feel like you have to do all this for me. I don’t deserve it. I’m gonna be useless anyway. I’m already a piece of shit now, so what’s gonna change? I even hate me but I’m only living for you 2 people. I just want to be free. I want to end it all. I’m trying so hard but I know it won’t help.