I have a recurring dream where I’m arguing with her again. It’s night. She is driving. She won’t listen. I feel choked by her words. She won’t stop. I can’t breathe. I start screaming. She won’t stop. I need to get away. I open the door and jump out of the moving car. I am clipped by another passing car. Neither car stops. I’m bleeding. I can’t breathe. My ribs are broken. Pain. Cars keep whipping by. I hide my eyes from their headlights. They honk at me. I’m in their way. Nobody stops to help. I’m ashamed for looking weak. I need to get […]