I dont know where to go anymore it seems as if my life is coming down around me , my name is andrew and i would like to chat with anyone going through a very hard time iam 25 and like i said things are bad
Well I just tired of caring ,why should I care about what I do and how I turn out . no ones ever gave two cents about me even worst Iam depressed. I always was the type I got happy and seeing and helping others but when I needed help no were to be found. Iam so sick of life and this peace of crap world, all people do is think about there damn selfs and hurt each other , Iam 25 yr old male and I just can’t seem to do anything right .any one care text me 407-683-5883
Well its kinda hard to express my depression and how it affects my life . I so mad that I messed up my life with drugs and cold hearted people who could careless if you rolled over and never came back.Iam unemployed right now, so that doesn’t make it any better, I have a three month old son that I can’t even take of because I just can’t find my way.I feel as if my soul is some where else ,where ? I don’t know but my life is not right, I can’t sleep at night , My girl friend is just not into to me ,and Iam just stuck ,all alone…… I just need a break from life if its possible, thanks for reading.
Hello my name is andrew and Iam writing this because Iam at a crossroad in my life on weather to live or die. through out my child I was raped by adults and some of them are family but some how I made it through even if I block out the pain I tred to kill myself onces and did not get my wish but I here today still dealing with the pain of my life Iam considering it again but something keeps telling me you will regret it I don’t no where to go in my life I feel as if my very soul is already gone. and all that left now is a hurt man with no one to turn to . I have a girlfriend and a grandma but they think I need a anti depression but I been on pills before and that made me feel even worst so were do i go?who do i see? those are questions I ask all my life with the world steady judging me and pointing I feel its better if i wasn’t here so that the world couldn’t point the finger any more. one thing Ive learn is that no one in this worlds cares about your problems and a cruel world and some how i wish i could stop it with my power but in any case I don’t have that power . all I have is myself and try to find things that keep me happy to keep me from doing this awful thing. I have friends but there no help , its as if I solve everyone else problems but not my own well I don’t know what well happen but Ill try to write more to express my pain so you know your not alone, will i be here again ??? pray and will find out
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