People can be shitty but I look forward going to work. Keeps my mind off things. So these past 3 days off have been fucking horrible. After crying incesstantly the first day, I forced myself to spend time outside today. It helps, despite being anxious around so many people. Im ok at work but outside, I dont even want to look people in the eye. What the fuck happened to me? Im a wreck. But being cooped up with just my thoughts does me no good either.
I should probably talk to the people around me even though I hate feeling vulnerable. I love […]