I’m going to try to fix me. I know it will be hard. I know it will take a long time. But I have someone here to help me now.
I know it just seems like a band aid, a temporary fix. But maybe with enough time of the wound being covered it will heal.
I hope it does.
I probably won’t come on here again, at least not for a long time. Coming here and getting support and feeling less alone helps ease pain, but it does not remove it. I want to completely rid myself of this mindset. I want to change. To all of you who were there, thank you. Thanks for reading my random trash and sharing your thoughts. I wish you all the best in the future, whatever that may be for you. I hope I wasn’t too whiny and annoying 🙂