LOST. One word to describe how I feel. I am down, depressed, confused. I want to know what’s going on. I am beyond the words of stressed and I have practiced pulling the trigger, but if it came to it, could I do it? I have failed once and got a DUI for it. I am nothing but a wimp. A looser and a waste of air. Cremate my body and dump the ashes, I dont deserve my spot 6ft under. I dont want to be this fake person no more. I just want to tell people who ask if everything is okay the truth. […]