at the age of 13 i got on my knees
i obeyed the voices of my peers
that if i put out guys would notice me
i gave away a thing that shouldve meant something to me
the first girl in the group to lose her virginity
at the age of 14 i let in a boy
who only really saw me as a toy
he opened my legs and hushed my mouth
in a relationship with an older guy
i couldnt find my way out
my body wasnt mine
my face pressed up against stone cold hearts and hairy male thighs
unwanted tongues shoved down my throat
and tears in my eyes
lips pressed against mine
and i said […]