I’ve been feeling increasingly down… Suicidal thoughts are pretty much an everyday occurance nowadays.  Although I don’t feel like I could ever go through with it really. I’m too much of a chickenshit, and I know that I would cause a lot of people a lot of terrible pain, which I don’t want to do. I just don’t want to be in pain anymore either. Â
I feel like I used to be happy.  I used to be excited about life and the possibilities it could have held.  I just feel like I’m tied down to a lot of stupid bullshit that I don’t want to be tied down to anymore.  […]