I am not sure how much more I can take of him calling me and texting me. I try and ignore him but I can’t. I think about answering and what I might say so that he doesn’t talk me into seeing him again. I have to stay away for my family. For myself. I can’t keep doing this to myself. He makes me not want to live at all. I wish he would die so that I don’t want to anymore. I just want some peace in my life and less drama for myself. I am tired of my friends competing for my attention […]
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Arose06
I am a 20 year old female that has wanted to die since before I can even remember. When I was thirteen I was the “wanna be” party animal that hung out with all the older kids that drank and did drugs. I only smoked pot once in a while and I drank a lot, but I was always too afraid to try other drugs. It wasn’t until I was 16 when I started overdosing myself on things such as tylenol, advil, anything that you can find in a normal home in the form of a pill, I would take way too many. I called […]