I truly feel so incrediblely helplessnto the point I don’t know what my purpose is, or if I even have one. I don’t have any motivation to do anything anymore after years of everything I love, being taken away from me. I was given multiple “second” chances to live again, but I don’t even know how to??? Why was I given them only for me to be living in misery? Nothing ever works out in my favor and I don’t know what to do to help myself out of this hole. I’m alone with no one to turn to so here I am.