From a really young age i thought about suicide. I’m not going to blame a shitty home-life or the fact that i never got the toys i wanted. I really don’t know what it was that made me think about those things, but one of the most vivid memories I have of my childhood is grabbing a large knife from the kitchen and pressing it against my skin harder and harder, just to test it. Really the only thing that kept me from killing myself then was that i knew it would really hurt my family. I feel like this is the […]