I'm a 38 y/o inner city 911 Paramedic. I've been in EMS since I was 22. I have a degree in Kinesiology that I never used because I fell in love with Paramedicine. I intend to end my life when my last pet has died.... I estimate that to be in 2017 but there is still A LOT I want to "wrap up" before I make my final exit. I'm a female. I'm an out lesbian. I'm Agnostic - leaning heavily towards Atheism after years of research. I could blame my desire for death by suicide on many things, but I'll save that for another time. This is my first visit.... it's currently December 8, 2016.