DON’T DO IT! Call 1-800-SUICIDE IMMEDIATELY if you can’t afford counseling. Suicide is not a romantic thing to do. You do have choices and things can get better. I’ve had lifelong depression which finally I have found the cause of and the reasons behind what happens to the brain. Get into therapy, tell someone how down you are, focus on the things in life that will get you through like art and music. You can live with depression. My husband killed himself in 2006. It is horror, hell, torture for those left behind. There is nothing pretty or heroic about it, you are not put […]