Had a really really really bad weekend that has capped off a hellish month after a pretty shitty several years… I was as close to suicide as Ive ever been in my life.. I texted my parents I loved them and that I was sorry.. Asked someone to come get my dog and was entirely ready.. I think the only thing that stopped me was I couldnt figure out a reliable method and I was so exhausted I ended up just falling asleep. Im still not sure Im past it to be honest.
The day after I found out a friend of mine had […]
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Saw Chris killed himself today. Just makes me think.. When people like Robin Williams or Chris Cornell or other people of means and fame.. people with wonderful people who love them can’t make it in this world… what chance do people like me have?? I dont have a 100th of what they had. If this life wasnt good enough for them, why am I even trying??
The next suitable person you’re in light conversation with, you stop suddenly in the middle of the conversation and look at the person closely and say, “What’s wrong?” You say it in a concerned way. He’ll say, “What do you mean?” You say, “Something’s wrong. I can tell. What is it?” And he’ll look stunned and say, “How did you know?” He doesn’t realize something’s always wrong, with everybody. Often more than one thing. He doesn’t know everybody’s always going around all the time with something wrong and believing they’re exerting great willpower and control to keep other people, for whom they think nothing’s ever […]