What’s your standards of a perfect day? Is it the thought of a sunny afternoon but the breeze is cold and calm? Is it when you get to enjoy that day with the people whom you treasure most? Or is it just you and your solitude quietly aweing in everything that’s around you that would be considered as the things that you like?
In my life all I ever wanted was one good day. A day where I wouldn’t have to think so much about what happens next. I could be happy within this minute and feel completely different in the next. I prevent myself from being too happy because my mind always has a way to turn those moments around for me. Not just my mind too but my entire life. Whenever I’m happy, things turn out worse than before. I just want a day where I wouldn’t have to worry where it’s going to lead me. I just want a day where I could be happy without feeling guilty because of it. A day where I won’t have any regrets when it ends. A day where I could keep my sanity in tact with reality. A day where I could feel whatever I want to feel without me or the world holding it back. I just want one good day. It doesn’t matter who or where or when. One good day is enough.