im having a difficult time figuring out what i want to read; comment some of your favorite books!
banana.tears
i don’t understand why the person who picked me apart and destroyed me is leading a normal life. he has friends, a supportive family, good health, & actual potential in the world. its just unfortunate to know im the only person who knows his true colors, he has so many people wrapped around his finger. do they not see past the bullshit? i tried to confront him on the pain he has caused me but he just blocked me and then proceeded to post things about me. am i that bad? maybe it’s something im not seeing. his friends, which were my friends now hate […]
im trying to distance my myself from my two friends. im hoping that by doing this the blow won’t be so harsh once im gone. i really dislike hurting them like this for my own selfish reasons, i just wish they never got tied up with me in the first place.
i have definitely found out that i am not made for this life. i have absolutely 0 good qualities about me. i am truly extremely below average in everything i do, i will never contribute to society positively. my work ethic is shit because im usually too deep into my own self wallowing to do anything. really, im just a worthless human. i want to kill myself, but there’s no way i can do this without hurting the people close to me. is there anyway i can give myself some terminal disease? it would be easier on my loved ones right? they’d have some sort […]