Okay well first of all Hi my name is Karalyn and this is my first post so yea, hi!
I am 12 years old [pretty young for this website I know..] Anyways,
I was at the mall with my older sister one time, and I wanted to go to Hot Topic, But every time I ask.. My sister would say “You’re a freak for walking in there and wearing their clothes” I don’t know if she notices but it hurts me and that’s one of the reasons I cry to school. I feel that everyone just thinks that I’m a freak who wears all black and band shirts. But I think it is perfectly fine to dress the way you want. But for some reason all my sister does is bring up how I’m a suicidal freak? and how all I wear is weird clothes? She really doesn’t understand that, that is who I am and it hurts to know that my sister thinks I’m a freak just like the other girls at school think too. I dont know… Plus my mother sometimes would bring up how I used to try suicide and stuff. But I always fake a smile to ignore conversations like that but she does it anyways! Now my mother is even getting me into therapy I just hate it!!! Honestly, to me.. Talking about my suicidal problems will just make me feel worse and I just don’t know what to do anymore 🙁 ;c So all I need is just some advice? Please and thank you.