Just heard the song Why by Rascal Flatts talking about losing a friend to suicide. Wonder if something really happen would anyone think of me if they heard that song? Broke down to my boyfriend last night he said I have a week to go talk to a doctor before he does something about it. I doubt he will. Trying to study I have several major tests in the next couple of weeks, but wonder if it is worth it. Counted up by points to see if I can get into my program this fall and wouldn’t you know I am around 1-5 points short […]
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Beautiful Disaster
It’s a little after midnight and I’m literally going to fall asleep in this chair. I’m so tired….I have cried so much in the last few hours and mostly I have no idea why.
Trying to decide if I’m on here because I have no one else to talk to or just because I’m too damn old to be writing my feeling in a tiny journal for someone to come across and read. A journal is too personal. This seems a lot like how I feel cold, distant, something you can put words into without having much meaning and the people who read this are like […]