I’ve thought about it for more than a year now. Watching everyone die around me feels like more than I can bare. I’m not living yet I’m not dead either. Why am a still breathin? Whats left when you have lost everything? The people you have loved deeply and your heart feels so broken and cold. Then I look at those kids. I see the pain that it would cause them. They can’t bare to lose anyone else even more then I can can. I could never be that selfish. Thought each day I perfect it even more. And […]