I have no job, no friends, no prospects and no life. My routine consists of waking up in bed, staring at the walls and in front of the computer screen all day, wait for night time to fall then go outside the house to fetch my girlfriend then rinse and repeat all that all over again. I have no more friends left and my social interaction is abysmal. I don’t know what to do. Frankly I’d rather die than live for another 30 years of this.
I think I’ve made up my mind. I think I’d rather become a monk and live the remainder of my life in service to God than wasting away doing nothing.