im not quite sure why i am writing on this page, nor do i care weather it helps anyone, i guess i just need to vent. I have had severe depression since age 10. I tried to jump off my thereipist’s balcony at age 10. I do admit my mind was in a shitty place and i wasant thinking clearly, but the police pulled me down. I spent a week in a mental hostipital. Ever since then my life has felt like a bit of a black abyss. I keep falling farther and farther down into a spirial of drugs, depression, and misanthropy. I […]