Hi. I’m 22 years old now, a french-speaking canadian guy too (gotta have defaults). Two years ago, I was knee-deep in suicidal tendancies; I lived only to die and I wanted it to happen pretty fast. Nothing really meant anything to me, I had no real ties to this world and felt like I just didn’t belong to this place. I’d hurt myself in a lot of ways to feel alive, to be special and not just another simple drone. I had a lot of reasons to die for and nothing to live for…
When I left psychiatric ward in 2006, I had only one idea in mind; I […]