Similar to alot of posts here and elsewhere I have the same sense of hopelessness. I think for me I have done everything I could and it just seems I’m meant to fall off the face of the planet now.
I know people will say if you are looking for things to get better it helps you to go out there and keep trying new things. Yet at the age of 30 and doing the things I’ve wanted to do and just find myself failing at those things all around, I don’t see any other thing in sight I want to try anymore.
I failed in life. Friendships all turned to shit. And slowly I’ve become distant to society.
The things I want to get better at require being good with people, yet I cannot fulfill that requirement. It all just seems pointless.
I think when you reach this point in life and have decided this is the best route for oneself, it seems death is the next viable option.
I’d rather die and be in peace than work to do things I don’t like doing to go on doing things I don’t like doing.
I have an easy method in mind. Already got my hands on the product. But I’m just going to sit a little bit longer before I’m ready.
Would not someone agree this makes it logical and acceptable to take ones own life?