My life is one big train wreck. What seems to be the biggest hurdle in my life is the after effects of my incest. The earliest memory of my father abusing me is around 3 or 4 years old. I am not really sure because I have blocked out most of my growing up years. I have struggled for many years to beat this game. I am angry that I am a survivor. I am angry that I have to deal with this shit at all. I am at a place that I have been before and it […]