I’m hoping by writing this maybe some of my feelings can become a bit clearer. Maybe someone wiser than myself will shed a bit of light on how I’m feeling and provide a different perspective. But then again maybe not. I’m a pretty darn rational person and I find myself considering suicide more and more often. Though, I just can’t see myself doing that to my remaining family. So I’m not really at risk, just a miserable person. I don’t honestly see things changing. Things that we can control, we can change. Things we don’t control, we can’t change.
Obviously, someone always has it worse, right? […]