About BLUE EYED BLOND

Birthday is 12/30/75. I'm 5'0", giant blue eyes, with long blonde hair...I had major back surgery, so I now have screws, plates and nuts drilled into my lumbar spine. I don't sleep, I barely eat, I can't work--I can only stand, sit or lay down for very short periods of time. I am suddenly homeless, I have no family or friends, I have zero income because I'm waiting for social security disability and cannot work. I have no medical insurance, so I am currently off all my mental health meds.(6 of them).I have major depressive disorder, severe anxiety disorder, agoraphobia, and panic disorder. I suffer from god-awful pain every single day. I am also currently off my three pain meds. I am suicidal every day, all day. I can't believe I haven't done it yet. I had 2 successful careers, making a very good income before I got hurt. My life was ripped away from me.

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