I have this weird obsession with death. This weird hope that today would be my last. I feel like I can’t go one anymore but yet I will not kill myself….. interesting predicament I’m in lol. My dad killed himself and there’s no way I can cause the pain he did to the ones around me. I can’t tell my husband how I’m feeling at all. I had no idea there was a place to talk about all this stuff without there being a stigma or people wanting to rush you to a psych ward. I would love to just die, but I can’t kill […]