I’m going crazy! I treat others with respect, kindness, and genuine concern for their welfare. Yet I am accused of being sneaky, and being a cheater and a liar. OK, My S.O. is very suspicious of me for no reason other than way back in the past his wife cheated on him and then left him for another man. I’m not HER!!!! I shouldn’t have to pay for her bad behavior. I’m not responsible for the way he feels about what happened to him so many years ago. He acts as if he was burned just yesterday but it was SO many years ago. And […]
Bobbi
I helped a guy one time who had cancer. I gave him a ride to the cancer treatment center. He didn’t want my help after that day because I smoke cigarettes and he detested the smell, even though I never smoked the whole time we were together. (That’s beside the point though). He told me he was pronounced clinically dead once. He was much younger at the time of the experience. But what he experienced was nothing. He was convinced that nothing existed once a person passes into the threshold. Nothing! Can you imagine nothingness? What if he is right? Do I want nothingness?
I experienced […]
I can’t seem to help myself. I’m drawn to this site. It’s how I start my days. And I frequented the general section today. Off and on, wondering what to say. I don’t really have a story…not a short one. I’m not suicidal or even depressed, but I feel for you who come here and I can relate on certain levels because I have been suicidal in the past. I attempted suicide when I was a young teenager with pills. No one could even tell because it was the wrong kind of pills and probably not enough. I can go back in my mind and […]