I woke up today telling myself I’d be positive today to try to see if it was auctually possible for turn my life around. I blared music and hopped down the steps.
My roommate left a towel in the fucking downstairs sink and water was everywhere. I didn’t see it, being so ‘happy and positive’. I slipped, rammed my head on the floor and screwed my back up. Not to mention being mocked by two people on the way around town today.
What a load of shit. I would have had better luck if I had just stayed in bed like I should of.
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bradthespursfan
I guess I need to rant just as much as anyone else here.
For the last who knows how many years I’ve been depressed. For the last 3 or so, it’s just got worse and worse.
I have a shit job, am alone and ugly. I haven’t dated a girl in 5 years and haven’t had anything close in almost as long. I hate myself too much to approach women and feel like I’d just be wasting their time, and mine.
I don’t hate the world or think it’s unfair- I just fucked up my life and I’d prefer to quit while I’m ahead.
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