If you read my post history you’ll know how my first attempt went. Basically I tried to jump but I froze in place and so nothing happened. But I still want to die just as much. So I researched and came up with a drug that’ll kill me in 4 hours max. I bought it today (No one here really cares about ppl buying Rx only meds on their own)
I now have the pills stored somewhere safe and will probably attempt within 24 hours. My only fear is seizures after passing out which would wake my family up. But since the drug I’m going to use is absorbed fast it shouldn’t matter much. Plus it’s obscure enough so hopefully they won’t even realise what it is before its too late.