I just have had enough of being on the emotional rollercoaster . I just dont want to feel or do anything . I have had alot of emotional stuff most of my life and in the last month i have been dealing with a concussion as well.just havenot been hopeful and really sad and lonely. Just in a really bad space for a long time now . I just feel like life stinks right now and have for a while. Whats the point .
I have thought about ending it all alot in the last week. Im tired of thinking of everyone else and being the responsible person. Taking care of everything that needs to be done. Leaving myself for last . I have alot of trauma in my background throughout my life . I blame myself . I just dont want to deal with it or feel the emotions.