The word for today is ….unloveable.
Everyday I feel so stupid and ugly. I remember in the 7th grade I was suicidal. I didnt go through with it because I thought I had great things ahead of me like being an adult away from my father, having kids. etc.
Now that I’m an adult with kids, suicide is not an option. I wish so much I would have done it then. Things would have been so much better.
I’m a single mom of 3. The only back-up I’ve had is my sister Marilyn. She said our relationship was sacred and she would always be there.
A few weeks ago […]