okay, so its been about 3 days since i told the love of my life to stop keeping in touch with me. hes having a baby and i still cant get over that. my biggest msitake was getting involved and trying to be helpful for the both of them. i shoulda stayed out of it, but i figured i’d rather keep him as a friend then nothing at all. but that totally backfired, i have a boyfriend now, for like 2 months, and i dont wanna feel like im settling, he deserves much more then that, ugh, i know this site is for suicidal people, […]
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Cheyenne.
you are the trigger.
i am your amusement
i know how to please you
you know how to decieve me
i willfully set myself up in your trap
knowing in the end i will be snapped
as i break quietly in my own shell
over my heart is where i aim the barell
i scream endlessly in my mind
and beg for you to please be kind
trying to keep alive a dying dream
killed by our self destructive paths
in my darkest imagination you cringe as i speak
ünable to take the words and your fingers shake
pull the trigger i already got it set up for you
pull the trigger because […]