At the age of 19, in November of 2008, I hung myself and lived.  There are wooden dowels caddy-cornered in my room.  I tied a towel around one and put my head through until I passed out.  When I woke up, my head was still hung in such a way that I shouldn’t have.
I was involuntarily baker-acted. Â For about a year I was on Lexapro. Â Now, I’m on a drug called Pristiq. Â I take vitamin B12 on top of that.
Still, I am seeing a psychiatrist. Â It doesn’t help. Â I have nightmares every single night and no one really cares about them, but to me they feel […]