Don’t even deny it. You could fear the pain, if it fails and you have more pain then before. Maybe you fear the afterlife? No afterlife? It’s a reason most people keep going. Everyday I think about an escape from school, from grades, from drugs, from my family. But then, I still feel that i’d miss so much. I’m 15, and I don’t feel like I can wait until i’m 18 to get out of this. It’s so confusing. I’ve tried to kill myself before and dealt with self injury since I was 12. I never realized how much of an affect it had on […]