hello im 30 yr and i am rapidly lossing my mind .all i think about is death ,i have tried 3 times to kill myself ,100 plus narcotic pills and pills again ,carbon monoxcide from car and each time some one has found me before i have died .why i do this im severely depressed ,i have been a drug addict for 23 years ,my family hates me , all my friends have despised what i have become . in the last 3 yrs i have lost my house ,my car , my mom ,2 dogs i loved so much,girl i was with for […]