Yep. I’m still around.
I know most of you don’t know my story. I’ve had major health problems and many surgeries. I am now facing another major surgery. I’m trying to figure out a way to die during this one. I think I have one.
I’m growing tired of living in this body. I can’t seem to get a break.
Sorry for the rant. I should be a big girl and just face this, but I’m so tired.
I think that I think too much sometimes. Then it becomes worrying. Worrying brings a helpless feeling. Then I feel like I need to escape.