I’ll get to the point. I hate myself and have had very few periods in my life since I was probably eight (35 now) where I have been happy. It comes in flashes but never lasts.I left my adopted hometown in the NW and moved to TX. I absolutely regret it. I am broke, have no job (no one will ever get back to me despite hundreds of resumes/apps sent) Â insurance for my family and am living off of the charity of my familty. I am a loser. I’m 35 and have zero to show for it.
I really can shut off my emotions to everyone […]