Get up, go to work, go home, drink, get high, sleep, wake up, stare at the ceiling, sleep, get up, go to work. Etc. Etc. Etc.
I don’t live to work anymore or work to live, I’m just stuck in a loop of habit and desperately want this pointless existence to end, just to sleep and not weak up, break the cycle.
I don’t think I can be happy anymore, if I ever was. I need to get away but happiness is never around the next corner and I’m sick of looking, getting away permanently seems like my only option, yes it’s a bit selfish but […]