Inhaling helium gas is going to be my way out. I can’t forgive myself for having sex with two gay guys. And I am hetero.I can’t sleep, I can’t eat. I can’t focus on school. And everything is my fault.My mother told me not to have sex with gays but I had..All I wanna do is die to put an end to a life full of mistakes. I hope I will find peace in my death and that you will find peace too either if you stay alive or kill yourselves.
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I think I am ready. I have the noose ready to go.I am going to wait 2 weeks. I want to kill myself because I cannot forgive myself for a thing that I did in 2015 also now in 2018.I hope I’ll find peace in my death.
I told my psychiatrist that I want to kill myself. And she said that I should stay 10 days in the hospital taking antidepressants. How are this antidepressants? I have never took.
Anyway,I want to die,so I think my visit in the hospital will not help at all. I am depressed and suicidal because I cannot forgive myself because of pushing away the love of my life.She’ll never come back.How can I forgive myself…..never. Suicide is the only option. I want to do it by using a gun, but they are very hard to find.I’ll find a way..
Death.I think about death everyday. The eternal dreamless sleep. How would it feel? To know that after the bullet will cross my brain I’ll be gone forever.It scares me sometimes.But I still want to end it , all I need is a gun.I don’t believe in afterlife.We have only one life to live and make the best of it. But mine is ruined.I work as a security guard because doing nothing is the thing I do best.It scares me , death..thinking about me in a coffin with my parents near it but this is it.I can’t take anymore.I will save money and buy a gun […]
Hello everyone.My name is Costi. And I am the most screwed up person from the entire world.All I want is to off myself.I can’t live and function normally because of my depression.I’ve done a thing and I can’t forgive myself for that.That’s why I am depressed. I am thinking about buying a gun.Seems to me the most efficent method.