This is the hand we’re dealt, live with it or get the fuck out of here. Survivors to the right, whiners to “get the fuck out of here!” Abandoned as a kid, mother – suicide, brother – homicide, father – sonofabitch! And to boot, I’m bipolar with no coping mechanisms whatsoever. Should I get out my terrible towel and cry a river?! It’s good to see that the females are still here to play the savior-nurturer to all the male “misunderstoods”. This isn’t a suicide blog. This is the fuckin’ lonely heart’s club.To most of you, suicide is some romantic notion. There is nothing romantic […]
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Crazy C
I can understand the overthinking. I do not know which is worse, the depression or the mania. If I could harvest just a bit of mania to use “in case of emergency”, that would be great. I am so depressed at times I cannot leave my room. I have rationalized higher power away through my overclocked brain. I don’t need preachers to tell me “because the Bible says it’s so”. I don’t need shrinks asking me “how does that make you feel?” I feel like sh*t, get away from me. I need to be fixed, I need to feel normal.