Sometimes – I just want to die. It makes it hard for me to even want to try…
That’s the score – the crux – the core.. Cuz you don’t get me high anymore..
I don’t even mean what we used to smoke, or fux with, or snort.. Cuz you don’t get me-
I try.. I try.. A disgrace – I fall flat.. Right.. On.. My face.. Cuz you don’t get me high anymore.
What should I do..? Don’t fib to me.. Will you find a solution..?
What if I lose..? Will you rid me of my mind pollution…?
I don’t want to fight it […]
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A night to forget. (Sorry if it’s cliche. Just some fucking baggage.. lol.)
If you can hear me.. Steer clear of me – yea… Well I guess you could say – sometimes I like it that way.
I can hear you… But I still…. Wanna get near you – hey.. Well I wish I could say, that I don’t want it that way.
If I’m going off the deep end – save my breath…. Don’t tell me that this fight’s inside my head….
Sometimes I just get really bored to death… I really want a night to just forget…
When you look at me that way – I wanna punch you in the face. It’s not okay to say that I’m […]
Note to myself.. (a disappointment in minor freestyle – nothing serious)
I’m an asshole when I drink. Sometimes it makes me sick. How much lower do I sink – when I’m showing you my pics..? Note to self.. It’s a hassle, but be stable. They can do such wrong.. And when you take it off the shelf – ask yourself – what have they REALLY brought up to the table. Is it really long…? The waiting – I mean.. Did they wait really long…? Eh-hem.. And just when you think “They don’t judge me for my kinks” – Oh.. You may be fun, but non-judgment is extinct, and they really love to pick on the unpopular […]
So this.. Is how it is.. I feel like I’m in limbo.. I don’t really know where “this” is – am I..? An empty robot, or a drone…? The lights are on, but nobody’s at home. I.. Shouldn’t… Move or call your cell phone – just to prove to myself.. That I’m not alone. When I see you – I feel like I’m flying… But I fall apart. Don’t you know I’m dying after you ate my heart.
One at a time group, no cross talking.. Stay in the room, please don’t go walking… There’s someone here who wants to share, and introduce themselves.. (NO I DON’T.) Listen. I’m bold at my best, but I could barely get dressed. I was told that today I wouldn’t have to confess. What are my sins..? Do I get street cred or mad props..? Did I make a huge mess, and then lie to the cops….?? Again…? What did I do…. “Hello, my name is Moon. I’m addicted to the danger when I walk into the room.” I fuck random strangers. I live to consume, and […]