I have been a depressed pos for the past 2 years, I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m probably gonna live the rest of my life this way, without any joy. The future and everything seem bleak, and all I think about is death. Idk how to carry on like this, I just want to end it all! Can you guys relate?
I’m in a very dark place rn, my heart is racing nonstop, my anxiety is through the roof, I can’t stop but think of offing myself. Anyone in such a dark place rn? 🙁
I don’t have a good career, no friends due to sa, no skills, no talents. I feel totally useless, I don’t deserve to live seriously! 🙁
I haven’t gone to work for a week, all I’ve been doing is lie in bed, falling in and out of sleep. This is not the life I envisioned!! I fugging hate myself for screwing up everything and hurting my loved ones!!! Can’t wait to check out!!!
I can’t find a sense of belonging in this world, it must be in the afterworld I will find it, or not it doesn’t matter anymore. It gets harder and harder to breathe, with the crisis mode on all the time, I’m going crazy sooner or later!
I’m just a piece of shit. I feel so empty everyday. I know I shouldn’t compare myself to others but if everyone else around you is achiever, how can you not feel depressed and useless. I really hate the person I have become!!! I have too many regrets in life, the biggest is not offing myself earlier which allowed myself to continue creating more regrets 🙁
I was thinking things will just keep getting worse, sure enough they are within the span of just one year. Everything is falling apart, step by step life is pushing me towards a place of no return. I guess this is death calling me home. You won’t be waiting for too long my dear friend death!
I’m all alone and extremely suicidal, there’s no one I can contact… I dunno what to do T.T
I can’t accept what I have become!!! I’m tired of advices such as changing your perspectives. It won’t change the situation around and that is what I can’t accept!!
I’m growing more and more suicidal, I was afraid of such dark thoughts at first but they are slowing making me feel comfortable, I feel a sense of calmness most of the time when I think of death these days…
I really hope my loved ones will respect my decision when the time comes!! Move on without me please~~~
Totally defeated by life!!! I should have offed myself long time ago so that I don’t have to go through such shit now. I believe there is more to come. Just waiting for the final trigger!!!!
I had screwed up my life badly, it’s time to go!!!
… is that I’m not afraid of death… is that even a good thing…
Feeling totally hopeless, I can’t go on anymore. But I have to live for my family. It’s so unfair ?