im new to this, im not normally a person who goes on the internet and shares whats goin on in my life. i dont really have anyone to talk to and i thought this was better than nothing.
i have really bad impluses where i harm myself, i cant stop myself. if i try to ignore it it gets stronger. its like an itch i have to scratch it drives me crazy. i have tried to kill myself so many times, obviously im a failure because none of them have worked. im not even sure what to write really. i wish i could disappear im not […]