I feel that initial fear that’s inate to the body trying to survive regardless of how depressed one is…yet have tried many times with no luck on killing self. Wrist, pills, now hanging (low suspension)
Either symptoms go away and back to normal after a few days of feeling horrible, the knot comes undone…or just sit there with a throbbing headache, where it feels like my head is on fire. Too scared to try at a higher height… mostly due to the pain factor, but hanging is only option I have. Got stuck in noose once last attempt, as I sat on the floor, kneeling forward, […]