It’s funny how so many things change after your first attempted in suicideÂ
You feel like an empty cupÂ
You surround your self with peopleÂ
Yet you feel like the only one thereÂ
Your emotions disappearÂ
And you can no longer be normalÂ
You can no longer feel joy or happinessÂ
All you feel is emptiness and darkness
All you feel is painÂ
You start cutting your selfÂ
To feel aliveÂ
And you’ll start learningÂ
That you should of died that day