In the words of Jean Luc Picard, “…there are fewer days ahead than there are behind.” Thank goodness. I’ve probably experienced 400,000 suicides/violent executions over the years. There was a 20 year period where I would run scenes in my mind anywhere from 20 to 100 times a day. I stopped for awhile, and restarted somewhere between five and ten years ago. Sometimes the target is my head; sometimes my heart. Once in a while, it’s a whole body total annihilation thing.
I have multiple keys to exit. I can leave any time.
I’m employed and am employable. For all of my complaints, I work on interesting […]