I’m trying. God knows I’m trying. I try to keep my head up and my eyes forward but it seems like I just keep making mistake after mistake. Everywhere I go everyone hates me, or thinks I’m a bad person. I don’t think I’ve done enough to merit that label from some of these people, but it’s the label I’m given anyway.
My views are different. My personality is different. Sometimes I act selfishly. But I try, I try not to.
Work makes me want to die. Home makes me want to die.
I just want a community where people are like me. Where I’m understood. Where my values are valued.
But everywhere I go, I’m met with hatred.